Learning, more learning…

I haven’t really been into recording my daily or special events in a journal or a diary. But Shaahaa’s blog/diary inspired me so much over the past couple of months that I thought I should start writing my own online diary here. So let’s start with my first actual diary post.

Well, nothing really has happened over the week, since I’m attending the four-day media development workshop organised by Commonwealth and Maldives Journalists Association (MJA). The workshop has been going pretty well, not to mention the new media friends I’m getting into contact with and a small, secret tour of Holiday Inn I had with a really cute girl.  :-)

My sleeping hours has also changed quite a bit, since I’m on partial, unofficial leave from office strictly during the workshop hours. So in almost every evening, I’ve been engaged in official business. Sunday evening, I went to Olympus with a colleague to watch and film the premiere of Dhivehi movie ‘Fanaa’. I’ve never actually liked going Olympus, but it seems like I’m in a relationship with Dhivehi movies at all. Anyways, it was okay since I had a really good laugh.

So that’s what I’ve been doing over the past 4 days! :-)

posted Wednesday 06/16/2010 Permalink

The Maldivian cultural activity “Bodu beru”

Today, “Bodu beru” is performed to celebrate important festivities such as the Eid and mostly can be seen on stage shows. This cultural activity has also been popular among tourists, mainly because of the frenzy of the dance. In some hotels and resorts, performances are livened up so that guests can also join in the fun. The “Bodu beru” performers wear a sarong and is either shirtless or wear a t-shirt.

It is important to note that “Bodu beru” has been very popular among the Maldivians for ages and has never died out or faded away. The change of the song in to Dhivehi lyrics also shows that the spirit of “Bodu beru” is increasing day by day. It can be said that “Bodu beru” is one of the most popular forms of cultural activity today. It can be seen in almost every inhabited island in the form of one festivity or the other. It is also often performed to welcome guests, in to the island. In the past, “Bodu beru” was a male oriented activity. However, today we can see women taking part in it in a very vast level. They can be seen performing in resorts and in hotels.

Read the full article on Haveeru Online.

posted Tuesday 06/08/2010 Permalink

New look!

Got bored at office Saturday morning. Thought of giving my Tumblr a new loog. So customised it with a much clearer theme and a comment system!

posted Saturday 05/22/2010 Permalink

A note to family…

Dear mom, dad, sisters and brothers,

I’m really sorry that you all had to endure me for a long time.I’m very well aware of how mom and dad’s dream of having a girl in the family shattered when I was born. Every preparation you made, every note you spent, ended up in vain! I was born, yet no one wanted me to be born!

I know you tried to care for me, to love me just you loved everyone else. I don’t blame any of you for anything. You did a great sacrifice in pretending that you love me. But motherly and brotherly love themselves are emotional feelings, bonds that develop between two souls.

Do you know how many times I’ve waited to be greeted when I woke up in the morning? Do you know how many times I longed for your hugs, but didn’t get it?

Everything I did became mistakes. You never found the good in me. I lost hope in everything, because you never gave me hope! I know I’m not the pious, submissive person anymore. If that’s a sin, I believe I’ve sinned. But you never asked me why I became who I’m. You never wanted to know the reason behind anything, because in your world “Why” doesn’t have a meaning; it doesn’t serve a purpose, right?

Now I believe I’ve learned to live without you. In a world torn apart by “the battle of ideologies,” I’m equipped with everything I was able to learn, seeking redemption and acceptance. There’s no specific good or evil; what matters is the greater good in everything.

Life’s nothing but a throw of a dice in a game of gamble. Everything is a chance, a coincidence or an accident that arises from a much deeper chaotic uncertainty. You might not get the chance to play today’s game tomorrow. Nature always keeps a balance, a balance between good and evil, between what exists, and what is yet to be born. It always course-corrects and maintains the equilibrium. In this process, it preserves the fit and let the weak perish, because what lies at the bottom is pitiless indifference!

posted Monday 05/10/2010 Permalink

The Melody…

I walked through the cobwebbed street staring at the old, flimsy houses lining it. The houses were scattered everywhere, windows were hanging from the frames. The place looked ruined and there was no hope of finding a dweller.

The street lights were cracked on the surface and it seemed to have been ripped off from its daily work. Every now and then, lights flickered across the street and my sunken face turned towards the 2 rows of houses lining the street. My right hand was outstretched and I held a torn, old piece of parchment. With every flick of the lights, I gave a reckoning look at the 2 lines of green, bold letters written on it:
4220 E Almeria Dr
Phoenix, AZ 85008

I wore a thin, fur traveling cloak. My dull face expressed the wearing journey I’ve made. My body trembled as it tried to resist the cold air lingering around me. As I walked through the street it became narrower, the cold became stronger, yet I kept my feet steady. At last, I saw the reflection of a wooden house, with the same address engraved on the address plate, resting at the end of the narrow street!

The house was huge and it looked well maintained. Lights illuminated from every direction and the grass occupying the lane was nicely trimmed. A beautiful garden occupied the left and pleasant scents of the flowers filled the atmosphere. The sound of violin coming from the house echoed in my ears, as I walked closer to the oak front door.

I opened the door and the snappy noise it made stopped the soft, rhythmic sound of violin. “Hello?” I spoke with trouble. My voice was shaky and irritable as if I haven’t used it for months. I walked in and a large, empty hall spread before my eyes. There was no chair; no table, but a pile of broken musical instruments stood in the middle of the hall. The hall looked as if it was used for an orchestra.

I searched everywhere, even for a single clue. Suddenly, my gaze caught a small, chequered door at the end of the hall. I walked closer to the door. My footsteps were hurried and it lacked the tedious expression I wore a while ago. I turned the lock and the door swung open, revealing the familiar, beautiful face I’ve been daring to see. “So you’ve come back, my prince?” asked the girl, as if she was expecting me to come. Her tone expressed the hope she had in me. She smiled at me as she spoke, revealing the beautiful smile I’ve been so eager to see in the last 2 years! …

“Yes darling! I’ve finally come back and I’m not leaving you, I promise!” I pleaded. My voice clearly showed the guilt I felt. I stretched my hand, offering her my eternal presence. She hurriedly took my hand and her soft skin touched mine, as if she’s has been dying to hold it for years!

posted Saturday 05/08/2010 Permalink
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